Ex-fat people are wise people
Pasta Queen (your name should be in a spelling bee, lady), a fellow blogger and hostel mate I met in Chicago last month at Blogher, just wrote this amazing post about the importance of remembering how it feels to be 300lbs.
Her book, Half of Me: The Last 200lbs are the Hardest, out April 2008, is about her painful but poignant two-year weight loss journey. Make sure to get it because she is a truly remarkable writer, as you can probably see from her blog.
Being on The Journey myself, I am not yet at a point where I can say, wow, I can now fit in a swing without looking up at the bolts. And that is perhaps my most sensible reason to lose weight.
It’s not about being able to shop at a regular store or fitting into an airplane seat. It’s about fitting into a ride at the county fair or go down the slide at the park with my girls without getting stuck.
It’s not about getting stick thin so I can get into my secondary school clothes again (no amount of money will make me get into those fluorescent yellow leotards). It’s just getting to my ideal weight so I can do things with my children without embarassing myself, embarassing them or damaging public property.
Although I won’t be able to reflect on memories of being fat for a while, I will feel good about myself now, because while boogying to Maroon 5 at Jazzercise this morning, I felt better than I had ever felt in the last five years. I was jumping, skipping, plié-ing and relevé-ing up a storm, energy and endorphins rushing through my veins. And like Eliza Doolittle triumphant over her vowels, I felt like I could’ve danced all day.
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August 27th, 2007 at 7:33 pm
Aw, thanks for the kind words and for promoting my book! And your entry kind of makes me want to try Jazzercising
August 27th, 2007 at 9:33 pm
What about currently-fat people? Are they wise people, too? What if you were fat, then skinny, and now you’re fat again? I need to know where I stand.
August 27th, 2007 at 9:49 pm
PQ: Yes you should! It’s very fun.
Ammon: Since you’re now skinny, what do u care man? At the rate you’re going, you will turn into Yoda soon.
August 28th, 2007 at 5:46 am
I read that brilliant post too with sheer envy at the PQ’s insight and prose.
Here’s the bad news: No matter how much we weigh, we will still embarrass our kids.
I hope things are going swimmingly with the co-op.
That is too true, Adrienne!