Last week was my first back in the print publication business. Yes, I am back in the business, as editor of the to-be-published GameAxis Unwired Malaysia.

On Friday, I almost had an anxiety attack looking at the pages and pages to fill. It’s been five years since I’ve done this. Ambivalence assails me.

I finally have the job I’ve always dreamt of and I’m having cold fingers.

Dead cold.

Gulp. Someone hand me a fag!